I've got my waterproof mascara on and ready to go

He knows I like him, and we're still not together
but I have yet to tell him that I love him, and he's everything I'll ever need, and everything I'll never have...

Even when i was yelling at him and telling him I was over him, the first thing he thought to say was "I'm sorry"

Well maybe i just love you, did u ever think of that?

And its hard because now all we ever talk about anymore is her...

Girl: i just feel bad cuz they were telling me how their dads say i love you a hundred times a day, when mine never says it at all
boy(writes i love you all over the page over and over)
boy: there. thats 100 time exactly. i counted.
true true true!!

And its sad because I know hes hurting but he wont tell anyone because he has to be the man but when it comes down to me I ask him if hes ok and he shrugs
Because he doesnt have to be a man with me or anything at all

I can't help but wonder if hes wishing on the same stars i am, and whos name is in that sentence...

I swear to god i let you go
so y are u still here??

R u stupid? of course i dont want to let u go. but im sick of pretending i dont care when i do, smiling when i want to cry, and telling u to be with her when i want you to be with me