I am lost in a sea of clouds
Adrift a discomforting breeze...
Branches move and sadly sway
Their farewell to this long day...
Frozen in place
While they try to erase her face...
I can whisper to you all my
inequities and...
I can say quite honestly
I don't know much about this world that we...
You
are the savior...
Hesitant. Damaged. Gathering the loose material...
Turning on her heel, she places the frame of a...
Sorry
I don't act like I'm suppose to act...
I've been burning down bridges left and right,
looking for some sympathy beyond these false lies...
Pray...
Scream...
On this chair, in darkness, it's all so clear.
In control of emotions, thoughts and fear...
Work your magic across the sky
Midnight Moon, pearlescent queen...
A leaf on the ground,
a cloud in the sky...
Don't be scare
You know I will always be there for you...
Is heaven the place we place our gods
Or are we placed what are the odds...
Isolated...crumbled...the fallen diamond
Has rested; fragmented...
The night betrays the day as you betray the dead.
You continue on living with a bullet in your head...
How many restless nights must pass
how many miles must I ride...
Drink it, drink it
Cherry bomb...
Beseech tainted senses to start bleeding again
because I tasted death and brittle deities...
Divided; a remnant recollection unhinged
An unaided light settled in a stripe silhouette...
I threw this together. Though this is not exactly...
Creeping darkness,
Dimming light...
This poem is based on one of the main characters...
Blossoming tears spill over forsaken ground-
maelstrom of cremated clouds burn...
I'm not who you're talking to,
because I'm not there...
(An Iraqi man dreaming of a brighter future)
Why must our children wonder the streets...
Sometimes I'm more alone than ever when you're by...
I know you don't see it, I just really know how to...
Chaotic flow of liquid streaming
Down fleshed hills of rose; Never-ending...
All my life i helped them,
All my life i cared...
My Garden
I planted a little garden...
A bleeding heart does not yet mourn,
Though waiting for death to unpleasantly dawn...
'Til light blends in the midst of night,
And bends beyond mirror glass walls...
I saw no eyes,
No boyish grin...
I feel we're getting distant;
becoming apart...
I feel like no one understand me
I feel like I'm no one...
Pain, suffering
sadness, loss...
Everyday wake up crying
Feeling my body slowly dieing...
I can't lie anymore
I'm scared as hell...
Mirror mirror on the wall
tell me who's the fairest one of them all...
The girl no one could love
Always second best...
Hi dad its me
Your little girl...
I am just adored
the way i sway...
Tears are streaming down my face
my mind is a dark and desolate place...
Many Things In Life Can Hurt
Like When Your Heart Becomes A Sore...
I'm sorry for hurting you,
I'm sorry for always being there...
The bitter touch of tears,
Running down your face...
Today I watched the sun explode,
I saw the darkness fill the road...
The pain runs deep in my skin;
I've always held it well within...
How many tears must leave my eyes
before they are finally recognized...
We'll take care of the old,
While nurturing the young...
Alone on a dusty road
lies untold yet to be heard...
FEEL the agony in my last breath
swelling into a vortex to my demise...
Once so beautiful, sparkling in the sunshine
A deep blue river widns...
Sometimes when the pieces crumble,
a part of the castle will come down...
People cut themselves,
They say it eases their pain...
A lonely old spider web,
Built among bricks...
It sneaks up on you like a dark shadow,
Destroying everything in its path and ruining...
I grew with you in my life,
Never quite realising how valuable you were...
Everything seems a blur,
Maybe that's just the tears in my eyes...
Watch as they fall,
Those tears of demise...
One shot,
To take it all away...
I’m getting tired,
My life's backfired...
I see hurt.
Pain burns in her eyes...
Sitting, listening, watching still,
Movements caressing daylights will...
There is no point in writing around in circles
washed words, pallid moonbeams of sorrow...
I love this boy
from day to night...
Every day when I wake,
I know I made a mistake...
Broken hearts stop screaming
broken poems repeat themselves...
The thoughts that ran
through his mind...
I'm so glad that you're my friend.
To help me through it all...
I wear a mask everyday, don't ask why,
for I may cry. I wear it so I can lie...
Life is a mountain I just couldn't scale,
Life is a test I was born to fail...
Sitting all alone as the blood drips down my arm
Putting down the blade for it has caused me so...
Guns and roses
My favorite words...
Don't play the guilt card
I've had enough...
This is a letter to you dear father
at times i think with this letter i shouldn't even...
Ok so for everyone that said it wasn't quite...
Dear Friend I must tell you something...
The time is coming
Resistance is futile...
I remember being little,
Sitting on your porch...
Now and then
i remember back when...
Like a statistic I wander the streets.
Just don't have bags or trash on my feet...
Hand of sorrow,
Sands of time...
I hold in my tears
as I stare blankly into the screen...
If only these little shards-
glass pieces of a broken heart...
Try and try
As hard as i might...
I shall not float to heaven,
Graceful as a swan...
We broke the clouds as music boxes of malevolence
while stone dreams bled pearl honey of bitter...
Hidden
Blackness...
Tears of my pain just falling down,
thought that the memories I could drown...
Phantom whispers creep along walls,
Thoughts too disturbed to please ears...
Cry me a river that shows only pain,
why do we always have to play such games...
You are the light to my dark
The sun to my sky...
If you had one wish,
A wish of limitless ties...
Everyone knows life is hard
and you know it feels like you can't go on another...
What is a true friend?
A friend is someone...
Why do people fight
is it anger...
Did you ever want to help someone so bad
Did you wish that you could take away the pain...
A slave I must be
A slave I'll never be...
MY FRiEND, i NEED YOU NOW
PLEASE TAKE ME BY THE HADN...
From the shadows creeps a quiet man,
who never breaks the silence...
I fall the mirror
my head passes last...
As this violent strom rages in my head
i ponder the words...
They say your supposed to love him,
He's been there all your life...
I'm here right now
speaking my mind...
It's your birthday and everyone knows.
I hope you get some stylish new clothes...
I push through into the unknown,
and I can't believe what I see...
Mirror, mirror
on the wall...
This kiss from my razor blade
releasing all my pain...
Honestly what is life?
What is the meaning...
Ink spilling from the tip, emotion beating
ready to venture on a beautiful poetic journey...
Heavy tongue
monotoned speech...
Live life to the fullest
Life can end before you know it...
Cold, Pale and still,
frozen with winter's chill...
Silence in the setting sun,
Liberty in a breeze...
The stacks and stacks of work aside
Forget the joy that games provide...
Many have laughed at my admitting
that i cannot bust a move...
[Rise Against] The Roadside
'Til the tint of silver faded light...
As I lie awake, I dreamlessly dream about...
The air is cold...
To make a long day pass on by
music is what i need...
Rain.
Why did it rain that day...
She silently screams through the darkness,
Screams of loss, fear and pain...
Lonely and Perfect
Lonely are wolves without a pack...
I watch the constant blades spin.
Blades cutting at the air...
Self isolation
Heart burdened with grief...
Long twisted fingers stroking up and down your...
His cold lips brushing against your ear, shivers...
First one in awhile. I know, I'm rusty, but tell...
Verse 1
Take my hand. Let our fingers touch...
So much hurt,
so much Pain...
Another kid dies
And the day goes by...
Today is yours, and yours only
This day comes but once every year...
I am finally coming to the realization- you're...
For the past two years I've mastered hiding the...
Though time's run on past midnight
And I watch the clock breathe slowly...
Do you see these scars all over my body?
They're my razor blade art...
My untitled,
Unknowen to all...
Sorry this isnt a card
It totally slipped my mind...
Tinted Earth: Blocked in masquerade
Brick stacked on Brick on Brick...fall...
She is all dressed up and only one place to go;
Remembering when life was simple, that was ages...
Painted black: Stripped White
Tangled nest of autumns' shred...
Today
Something is happening...
My secret cave
My dark abyss...
You know you mean the world to me,
you have done all my life...
I miss being happy everyday,
I miss smiling in that silly way...
Forgotten again,
left in my pain...
Sometimes i want to be alone,
sometimes i wish i had a home...
I woke up today with inner joy
Like a child having his wishing toy...
It was the one thing i was good at,
they always said i was so good...
Today is your birthday,
the day you were born...
My haunting, my brother
you take my words and twist them...
The little cuts on my arm,
i say that they do no harm...
You show no emotion, you act as if you no longer...
I walk away, I do not dare look back, you stand...
I will take this razor blade,
And write a story on my wrist...
Live, love, laugh, learn, and then die.
That's what we always said...
Today is your day!
Let nothing stop you...
You say you love me, but we aren't together.
You make no sense, what do I do...
Every day it becomes harder,
So less and less I try...
This pain is now my torture
and i don't know what to do...
Breeze gently flowing
whispering softly nearby...
You are my hope
you are my inspiration...
(Inhale)
Exchange apologies...
Popped pills
layed down...
I'm fine, I'm okay,
Don't mind me, I'm happy...
I don't wanna talk to you,
Even if you wanna talk to me...
Mistakes.
That's what I make...
Imagine a darkness engulping your soul
a force so strong it can devour you whole...
Mirror mirror on the wall
cut off this fat and watch it fall...
What goes around comes around
you will get your share...
The freak everyone stares at
that no one understands...
That was
my room...
Came home,
Cooked supper...
Sad how you find the perfect thing to say,
When it's far too late...
Thanks for not caring anymore, you know,
Just what I asked for, so long ago...
I sat at the front and they threw sandwiches at...
And I cried because I'm emo and I'm ugly...
Hand me a couple pills to pop to kill the pain,
Suffering through this again and again...
Standing by your side with tears,
As I close my eyes to your anger...
Nothing but broken
empty inside...
God looked around his garden
and saw an empty place...
Finally,
the clouds have begun their retreat...
I love you,
simple as that...