Eyes wide open in the dark,
Exhausted yet sleep won't come...
I held a gun up to my head today,
It felt so real...
Dusk turns to light,
And the sky is blood red...
How can it be possible,
For one person to endure such pain...
My heart aches,
With the pain of the past...
Get up,
Pop a pill...
Darkness challenges the light,
Pushing it away like a disease...
Nothings wrong with me,
I just got some voices in my head...
Look into my eyes,
Tell me what you see...
I've got a lot of things on my mind,
And I can't seem to feel relaxed...
You don't deserve my sorrow,
You don't deserve my pain...
Stupid am I,
Stupid are you...