As fear creeps threw me,
lodging its self into my...
That feeling of "i seriously give up"...
hands quit moving...
If you look at me I'll say I'm fine
Though it's a lie most of the time...
Im in Maine
Its hard to be here...
Dear Depression,
Depression won't you stop haunting me...
I cant change things around me
I cant control what other people do...
Forever in a place of pain
forever in a place of darkness...
Smiling all the time
"Proves that you're okay"...
Drifted away
with nothing to say...
Cuts, get deeper, if they only knew,
Yes, I do it because of you...
When you found me; I was slicing away at my skin,
searching for the answers to my horrid fate in my...
The sky is blue
The sun is warm...
My depression drives me on a one way road
On the borderline of dropping out alone...
And babe when your feeling like this it makes me...
So I'm laying here on my bathroom floor in a pool...
So I sit here crying about you.
the tears are dripping down on the keys...
Born for necessity
Born for anothers greed. Anothers need...
Forever slaughters disdained champagne
Trickle waters restrain the pain...
Gone... everything seems to just dissapear.
I'm beginning to understand why I'm scared...
The rain of the storm lingers,
I feel the passion through my fingers...
I hate myself.
I hate everything about me...
This is the story of my life,
about my feelings and strife...
Sinking down into this hole
As the time slips by...
I sit in the corner
My head between my knees...
Have you ever wished that you could just run far...
I walk up to the busy road and all that is going...
You left me,
watched my heart break...
It Would mean so much if you rated +commented...
How to describe depression...
** Just another spill of emotions. Not for a...
Crushed dreams...
Why does everyone but me die?
I see it in my dreams...
I apologize for being
The person that I am...
Oh, what shades of green
Your jaded eyes they shine...
I guess I'm just an annoyance,
A right regular pain in the butt...
You cant feel my heart beat,
becuase there isn't one...
I'm laughing my way to hell, as I drown in an...
Clarity dawned as the blood leaked down my arm...
You know that you're broken,
when every day is filled with pain...
And I'll pretend that everything is okay.
But honestly, it's eating me up inside...
The smiles I fake,
The scars I make...
Cant you hear it
the way she screams...
"Oh look at them pretty eyes"
Eyes that bear into your soul...
For months now he has not truly hurt
But tonight came crashing down like a thousand...
If my heart was a rose
Would it be black, like the ashes of your love...
I don't want to be this car wreck mess
don't want to drag you down with me...
Love is for losers
Hate is for real...
Im not going to trust your words anymore.
not saying a word to make you see...
Sure I'm depressed
Why should you care...
I don't understand
Can't understand...
As I lose my sight,
I lose my will to fight...
I let the tears
fall freely...
Everyone is talking
Saying what's on their mind...
Smeared mascara revealing her ugly face
and the time they've wasted cannot be replaced...
She really scared me tonight
everything went from black to white...
In a small Town,
where i dwell...
Trying not to cry
Im full of hurt...
As i watch my crimson tears fall to the floor
from the slits on my arm...
Her finger on the trigger,
she's ready to aim...