&&I miss the way he would call me baby
The way he would kiss me for no reason
The way he told me I was beautiful
The way he wanted to show me off
The way he always wanted to cuddle
Where did the love go?

I was the girl who said "ill never put up with that" and then I met you and my heart won't go down. No matter how many punches you throw it still wants to keep on *fighting

When I'm with you I remember
Everything I hate about myself
Instead of you embracing me
You just turn me away
I want to be with you
But you won't let me and were
Here in the same bed...

The jokes aren't funny anymore
I'm not laughing
I'm always crying
You think its funny
But the tears are real
I wanna feel loved
I want you to grow up and
LOVE ME!

An occsssional "I love you"
Is not much to ask for</3
I don't ask for diamonds or
Expensive things...
Just to know you love me will
Get me through FoReVeR*

Emotional pain
Physical pain
Its all the same
I'm still left crying.

&&for that brief moment I felt like a peice of garbage
I felt like I was as valuable as dirt
Like if I deserved to be stepped
Like if I was being stepped on
&&for that brief moment I wished I was just a peice of trash...

I've cried so much that I don't
remember how to be STRONG
anymore</3

I've forgotten who i am
Without you im not a person
I dont exist
if im not with you i have no personality
ive lost the person i once was
and i dont want to find her...

Came back to show him i love him
to express how bad it hurts
to express how i feel
but i get in trouble for expressing things
so i come here and silently cry
is anyone listening to my silent cry...
cause he isn't&&