So many thoughts all scrambled
can barely sort them out
all i can make out is i love him
I love him is all i know...

The day I was born...I thought it
would mean something to you...
Make you happy and maybe you
would get me a present...but instead
I get blamed for asking for too much..

Where is the guy who wanted me back
the one who fought for me
the one who didnt give up
the one who never let go
Why is he now the one who is pushing
me away???

You used to care when i cried
You used to call me beautiful
You used to hug me and never let go
You used to surprise me
You used to love me....
Because we were kids, now we're adults
and your saying I don't deserve that
anymore</3

It hurts to be scared
It hurts to feel not wanted
It hurts to know hes loved
It hurts to not know whether you are
It hurts to be jealous
It hurts to know he has you forever
It hurts when your in it for real
It hurts when you don't know if he is

He's my best friend
He's my worst bully
I love him so much
I hate him so much
He does everything for me
There's so many things he doesn't do
He loves me
He.........

Sometimes I'm cranky
Sometimes I'm moody
Sometimes I cry for no reason
Sometimes I make stupid mistakes
But underneath it all is a girl....
A girl with a big heart who wants
NOTHING more than to keep you
*forever

Babyyy you make me crazy
I love the way u love me
Babyyy you make me crazy
I love the way you care for me
Its insane how crazy you make me
Babyyy I love YOU!

Fought last night
Didnt talk this morning
Texted during class
Got no where
Silence all day
</3

I have an angel with me
He watches over me
Takes care of me
Keeps me safe
Protects me
Loves me unconditionally
Never leaves me
His undercover name:
"My Boyfriend" :D