I was the girl who said "ill never put up with that" and then I met you and my heart won't go down. No matter how many punches you throw it still wants to keep on *fighting

&&I miss the way he would call me baby
The way he would kiss me for no reason
The way he told me I was beautiful
The way he wanted to show me off
The way he always wanted to cuddle
Where did the love go?

I feel it different in my heart
I never wanted to part
I feel like your pulling away
I don't know whether I should stay
I don't know what he wants
And all it does is haunt
To know he may leave
And no longer will we be<3

And my cries keep going un noticed
No matter how loud I shout
He continues to ignore me
My voice is sore from yelling
I'm tired of screaming at a wall
</3

His poem to me<3
"Violets are blue
Roses are red
I love candy
And I love you"
So cute!

&all I can do is do my part
And hope that the rest will
*Fall into [place]

Emotional pain
Physical pain
Its all the same
I'm still left crying.

&&for that brief moment I felt like a peice of garbage
I felt like I was as valuable as dirt
Like if I deserved to be stepped
Like if I was being stepped on
&&for that brief moment I wished I was just a peice of trash...

He's my best friend
He's my worst bully
I love him so much
I hate him so much
He does everything for me
There's so many things he doesn't do
He loves me
He.........

It hurts to be scared
It hurts to feel not wanted
It hurts to know hes loved
It hurts to not know whether you are
It hurts to be jealous
It hurts to know he has you forever
It hurts when your in it for real
It hurts when you don't know if he is