It's a pain I've never felt before ... Does it ever get better from here?

Someone asked me if I knew you.
a million memories flashed through my head
and I said ''no not anymore''

I need you please come back

You can only run as fast as the person infront of you

Theres so much i have to say
and you just walk away

I heard someone say my name
i turned around and i was alone
then i realized it was just my heart telling me that i missed you

You couldn't be more gone
From falling apart to fighting mad
From wanting you back to not giving a damn
One day justice will come and find you
And I'll be right there in your memory to remind you...

And for a second there
i thought actually maybe
you still cared

And maybe i should of held on tighter..
maybe that way you wouldnt of slipped away..

I dont just wish at 11:11 i wish ever mintue of every second of every hour of the day for us to bestfriends forever again