It's a pain I've never felt before ... Does it ever get better from here?

So you want a heart? You don't know how lucky you are not to have one -wizards of oz

Never underestimate my Jesus, your telling me that there's no hope? I'm telling you you're wrong...

No one can find the rewind button girl
So just cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe.

You'll never know your strength until you face your fear.

Close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by, there is no time to waste asking why

Do I expect to change the past I hold inside, with all the words I say repeating over in my mind, some things you can't erase no matter how hard you try, an exit to escape is all there is left to find- Trapt

You were apart of me for so long and sometimes i feel like you were never really here at all. :/

What happened to us? I heard it was me we should blame? and know that I don't hate you. and know that I don't want to fight you and know I will always love you but right now I just don't like you.

I miss the years that were erased. I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face. I miss all the little things, I never thought that they would mean everything to me. I miss you, And I wish you were here.