As I pick these golden flowers
Here from Heavens gate...

With this life I have
Nothing ever went right...

I sit and watch my life go past my eyes
I wonder when will I ever die...

I sit and watch the clock
Wait for you to come on back...

I'm In the mood for suicide
How shall I die...

Staring at the snow lit moon
Hearing the forest whispering in thy ear...

Here I am staring out the window, Wondering will I...
Will I be sitting next to God, Or still remain...

As I touch your face
Knowing no one can take your place...

Why must I suffer from this disease
What can I do just to make it ease...

You had your chance
A fairytale romance...

My love for thee
Is so ever strong...

All I do is drown myself in sorrow
Hoping their will be no tomorrow...