And never let us hold one another,
Lest my emotions for you betray me again...
A tingling sensation rolls off my spine.
Knowing that you no longer will be mine...
I see this girl I know so well smiling at me.
Her skin, her looks, her touch intoxicating as can...
The smell of gasoline infused in this room.
I desperately hope they won't detect the fume...
Around me swirls the dark void that binds my soul...
When your chips are down, and your plans unclear.
Everyone hides their darkest shades of fear...
The cold, it burns, it seeps into my soul.
Liquid flame that scolds my heart, dissolving me...
I am sick of the pain, and sick of the fighting.
I am tired of the arguing, so I will just keep on...
It's hard to just sit here and write these rhymes,
When I know other's are out committing crimes...
Swallow it all then spit it back out.
Try so hard not to scream and shout...
There is a hole in my soul and it's black as soot.
Follow it down to the deepest root...
Pain and anger ripple through my head.
If it increases I'm sure to be left dead...