Last night, in a crowded club, people laughing, dancing, smiling. and i could do nothing but sit and stare into the emptiness in my heart. you've been gone for so long, but the gaping hole you left never disappeared, i still miss you like hell.

3 years of hell.
1 year to redeem our friendship.
and still i find that your presence takes my breath away <3

Today someone asked me "are you taken?" i shook my head and looked away and whispered "no, but my heart is."

Its been almost 5 years and i cant let him go! arrrh! if you have a similar story i wanna hear it! message me! i need hope ><

You go through girl after girl, and you wonder why it never works out. because i know & you know, its u and me no matter what. we belong. and no1 will love u as much as i do. hell..iv stuck by u thru all this, & u destroyed me.

These feelings i have won't ever go away, i live with you destroying me night and day, and it's been years, but when it's love, it's love and i never stop hoping you'll come back someday.

I cant let anyone in because i know they cant measure up to you boy. so i dont give them a chance, its a struggle everyday just to keep on going without you here.

Beautiful boy with the broken smile. you run back to her, she'll keep you happy for a while. until she breaks you like you broke me, iv loved you all along, i'm here, and someday you'll see.

Im over it. im over you. it doesnt hurt. this time im through. 5 years wasted and now im done. and i wish all i just said was true but its not because i cant fall out of love with you.

You're there, you're just always there...in the back of my mind, in the corner of my heart, and i'm sick of it...i'm so f*%$ing sick of it.