It's amazing how one moment can change a million after it.

Tired of waiting, tired of being disappointed, scared as hell to love. but so desperately wanting to. crossing my fingers for the thousandth time that this will be it. that he will be the one to take my breath away again.

I feel like i have been waiting a lifetime for the numbness to subside. i get my hopes up just to watch them fall. maybe it's true what they say..that you only get one love in your life and that i'll stay empty forever without him.

I can scream it in your face that its your loss if you walk away. a thousand times over but it wont change. because i know its my loss. because you are amazing and i know there isnt another boy out there like you, who can steal my heart and breath.

I don't believe in god. but after 5 years of this, i'm begging him, please don't do this to me again for nothing. don't raise my hopes that he will love me, just to let me watch them fall.

If we can still feel this way after so many years, if the spark is still that strong..then i was right all along. we DO belong together. and you are the only one i want for the rest of my life <3

Your lips against mine, i can't breathe. you don't deny a thing, and i've always been right. you've always loved me. though you'll never admit to the daylight that we belong together. i will love you forever.