Where is yesterday's laughter?
It seems to have slipped away...
I sleep at night with my lights on
Pretending nothing is broken, nothing is wrong...
The words, they taste like cough syrup
so you take them with a grain of salt...
The flowers he is holding in his hands
are of the brightest colors ever seen...
False spring days where the world
is still...
Whispers through the door frame,
watching as the Christmas snow...
Break.
Breaking...
All the laughs...
All the smiles...
Let's talk about anger
let's talk about hurt...
I wish I had the words to say
I'm really not alright...
Happy fuc king nine months.
This one's been the best...
I hate it when I have to tell you
that I am going somewhere...
Time creeps slowly by
this hell on Earth, my life...
My apologies for forgetting
all the promises I tossed...
The Weather Man's an optimist,
he hides the umbrella well...
When will my aching soul
Be able to let go...
Billowed sails of a bed with sheets
that fall gently down like winter snow...
Wiping off the make up
Seeing who I really am...
"A little heavy on the liner"
"Must you sing like that?"...
There's a girl in my mirror whose staring back at...
Tears and a heart broken are what my eyes see...
My smiles and laughter
I owe them all to you...
On the floor are pools of dismay
as I gather the right words to say...
Welcome to the world
of butterfly wings...
Now feels like never
and close seems so far away...
Can you taste the irony?
Feel the weight of the world on your head...
In a corner of the universe,
a place where the young can touch the stars...
Stars fall into the sea,
come away; away with me...
Promises are burning
in the empty, hollow street...
Nasty little secrets,
word you'll never speak...
Unmade plans come closer
They seep into our being...
Feelings that once were hidden
Are now expressed to you...
Roses seem just so damn cliche,
violets do as well...
Funny how these dark clouds
seem to brood within our minds...
The princess is up inside her tower,
can you see, this scene is set...
Why do you even bother?
The snowflakes now cover o'er your soul...
I'm letting you go
its hard and it seems...
Tomorrow's just another day,
A fork in the road were you go the wrong way...
We were once best friends who cared what was...
but I guess I should have known this all along...
Sleeping beauty, darling, sweet,
breathe your breath of life...
Telling the truth hurts so much
Yet lies do not work either...
You blame me for your problems
You beg me to fix you back...
Playing
Crying...
Is where I sleep
is where I stand...
My eyes conceal such heartbreak
Tales of carnage now descend...
I cant laugh anymore
i am an empty box...
They tear me down until there is nothing left
Rip everything out, but leave regret...
Smile my dear
Show off those teeth...
I wish you could give me forever.
I wish I could have you now...
I was sat in my cottage when
The sun went down and then...
Sorry for the words
i didn't mean to say...
She finally saw the truth
Right in front of her eyes...
'Friend' is a funny word
Its last three letters spell 'end...
Would you comfort me if I was crying?
Would you tell me you love me if I was dying...
It's her, that very special girl once again,
Depressed far worse than ever before...
The day's over, sun has set, chores are all done
He goes to his desk to go on-line searching for...
Big bright red balloons
tethered to the grass...
The rain's not falling anymore,
we're too damn close the July's end...
My mood is the same shade of gray as the sky...
The clouds cry the tears I will never shed for you...
So many times that I've been down
you were not around...
It's just another scar to the heart
Another bloody remark to the soul...
I have a confession to make
that you're not going to understand...
Days just slowly pass by,
No longer do we talk...
Every heartbeat is another fraction
of this cliched inspiration that laces through our...
Where did i mess up......
I did everything you asked of me...
Go ahead and judge me
But think before you do...
She treats life like a photo,
a singular moment that's hanging in the air...
She's been shattered now
Pieces everywhere...
This can't be happening I think to myself
It feels unreal...
I hate it when a guy,
Says what he doesn't mean...
I don't understand
Why I'm the one you want...
Just another day from school.
More than one hundred eighty, you know...
I don't think I can make it through the night
Everything is wrong, nothing seems right...
Have you ever looked into someones eyes
Wondering what it is they see...
I pull myself together
Only to tear myself apart...
No one ever saw her
For who she really was...
Hearts are broken
pain has come...
Soft summer rain
beats soft like a drum...
Shes the girl that makes people smile
She turns they're frown upside down...
As I play my guitar
In sorrow and heartbreak...
Falling into permanent nasuea,
a little blood, a couple lies...
The world outside keeps going on
while I sit here dying on the inside...
Our eyes have not met
yet our hearts have touched...
I don't need love
to drag me down...
Shut up and control the crying,
be a big girl the way they want...
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile...
Too much pain thats kept inside
all these feelings i have to hide...
What happens when the life saver
is drowning in the sea...
It's not that I don't want to because, god, I...
It's not that I'm not ready; because I'm as ready...
I spend each day
Growing more fond of you...
Alien words
escape from bloodied lips...
Watch out, I break a little too easily
Because I am a little porcelain doll...
Scream the scream of sorrow,
Scream the scream of hate...
The Wizard Of Oz
Met a man on life's path...
Poor sad girl
sits alone in the window...
Just to have you with me
I would have done almost anything...
Cries herself to sleep
just another night...
Will I wait a lonely life time?
If you want me to, I will...
This is a story about a girl,
She was so troubled when she came to me...
I know you've become inert
But I swear I wasn't the one to make you hurt...
There were times you could not understand
That what life was going through was wrong...
Dying is a touchy thing
that is exposed when one sees pain...
Some people say
that little girl is perfect...
Remember that silly overused cliche. You know,
the one where the perfect couple gets close and...
I, I've always been lost when it comes to you
Feelings of truth and feelings of doubt...
Tears pooling...pooling in those aqua coloured...
And it's ironic...so ironic that you can cry but...
When all that's around you
Seems awkward with trouble...
Sitting at the dinner table, they ask you about...
You start complaining on and on how nothing goes...
A little girl
on the floor...
I can't always protect you,
From harm coming your way...
When happiness is just a dream
In memory's distant past...
Why did I let myself believe
that you and I could be...
He's broken
He's BROKEN...
So many miles away
Separated by seas...
He followed her home and he watched her sleep,
He really did love her, he really cared...
She wakes up again,
Facing another Day...
I told you to listen,
But you wouldn't hear your name...
They pull her hair and call her names,
She's the target of their games...
I didnt let go of my past
i let it get in our way...
He's everything I love
And all that I hate...
Silly Angel, you can't fly with just one wing,
I see you lying on a bed of broken dreams...
On a cold winters night
The rain pouring down...
Life is like an illusion, and illusion that will...
It shows us where we could be, but still its just...
She was clever,
She'd always been real smart...
I think I'm broken,
With an impairment that can't be fixed...
Even with your friends your different,
They say your always lost and distant...
She hides behind her emo smiles
And covers her tears with a deceitful mask...
The darkness once threw her around
Pushed and shoved her to the ground...
I can't see you anymore
When you're bug-eyed and drooling...
Same routine everyday,
It all seems to be the same...
You stare at me like I'm something
Then you walk through me like I'm nothing...
I've got more style,
I've got more taste...
No games just straight word play
The caged bird sings, we've clipped it's wings...
*this isn't my work but i just thought i would...
a boy...
The stare of emo boy
Can kill with a glare...
It hurts
Being forced to hide...
It started off as a temptation,
Followed by ongoing years of lust...
In my world its always dark
And when it rains it pours...
Sitting holding your guitar
Images play through my mind...
Dear Ryan
I can't believe you're gone, it can't be true...
Suffocation about to take place
My friend you are face down in the dirt...
Fingers reaching down your throat
Needing to make yourself choke...
Natural blonde hair falls perfectly in place
Framing a face that is round and freckled...
A thousand tears I've shed,
Ten thousand more un-said...
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Tears of crimson slide down her cheek
Painful relief is what she seeks...
Nobody can bring me down,
It is my time to shine right now...
Am i pretty enough now?
she stands in front of a mirror...
I will never let you go,
I will never give you up...
Seeing, smiling, sneaking,
One night after another...
You don't know the painful heartbreak
And you don't know the blackened tears...
Pick up a knife,
slit my wrist...
I hate that I miss you
my eyes are wondering where you are...
A tribute to e m o ' s
A plead to them...
This is for the one's who say they have had...
Saying life has just got to tough...
Boy and a girl
the best of friends...
I wanna a boy
Who treats me right...
How do we forget someone
We once loved so much...
It's funny
I remember you so well...
Sleeping in wakefulness,
Drifting away...
Don't think i'm emo
just because i've got a broken heart...
I walk down the crowded halls
Nobody notices me...
37 stories up a girl dangles her feet
Someone read her diary, the ultimate defeat...
Everyone seems to know it
cept you...
Black..red;
the color of the dead...
No one is perfect..
All they can do is try...
I'm punished by daylight
And sleep in my eyes...
Something there
i want it to be...
One cold night
Out in the snow...
There with a broken smile
and a half shed tear...
I hate this stuff
I hate the fact I'm alone...
I gave her what she wanted
But shes still going away...
I'm staring out this window,
Waiting for your face to appear...
It's your birthday today
and I cannot find a cause for celebration...
*Please read all of it*
What if you saw my arm one day...
That same song is perfect still,
The rhymes in every line...
We had fun didn't we
U showed my what I couldn't see...