We were friends, then we were lovers; we ended as bad as we could have, and now I'm still stuck with this frown, missing a friendship that will never work again.

I never thought it'd be over between us. I never knew I'd be writting about our friendship ending. I never imagined missing you, and I'm doing them all at once

I've ended nights with no recollection, Woke with headaches, withdraws,and vomiting...Still topping the night of narcotics, alcohol, and the same ol, trying forget myself.

You should be here, with someone else's death blowing our minds, instead of yours killing me.

It's one thing to have the guts to kill someone, but it's totally different when that someone is yourself..

R.I.P. Dewey..

I'm pretty sure I would have given up forever, if I would of got to spend my whole life with you..

I would turn back time,
or give up everything I ever hoped for;
Just to have you here again...
I'd stomp on my favorite dream,
or even sell my soul,
simply to hear you speak to me..

If I was falling, you'd catch me before I hit the ground; but I stumbled when you died, hitting my head hard, an now I'm trying to remember who I was, before this horrible accident.

It was just you and I,
up against the world;
and we were winning..
but then I just lost..
you,
an everything I was.