My heart takes the will
as my mind holds on for dear life...

I'm sorry i listened when u talked tho u couldn't...
I'm sorry i hung on your every word when everyone...

A simple thought of a tortured mind
a wish from a heart in pain...

I work so hard to cover up
i don't dare reveal...

A trusting heart bound by a destructive soul
a logical mind losing control...

Apologies proven false
by actions proven true...

I don't know how to describe it
this empty feeling inside...

what do you do when you realize
you cant even ask for help...