Pain is escape able
scars are erase able...
I feel like I'm broken damaged goods
just to be thrown away...
I don't know how to describe it
this empty feeling inside...
Apologies proven false
by actions proven true...
A trusting heart bound by a destructive soul
a logical mind losing control...
I work so hard to cover up
i don't dare reveal...
A simple thought of a tortured mind
a wish from a heart in pain...
U can sit and watch her self-destruct
not knowing the end is near...
I'm sorry i listened when u talked tho u couldn't...
I'm sorry i hung on your every word when everyone...
My heart takes the will
as my mind holds on for dear life...
So much of me is not my own
i give too much away...
Watching her sleep
wasting away in silence...