If Pain Was A Dart,
You Throw It,
And Would Get A Bullseye,
On My Heart.

The rain and me are a lot alike,
Every time we cry,
You put up you’re umbrella,
And ignore it,
As if it were nothing.

The scars are the stories i can't tell you.

Each blood drop on that knife helps me know im alive.

I havn't cut for a while, and when i don't i feel so......LOST...........is something wrong with me?!?!?!

This girl loves and knows everyone,
Except herself.

Everytime my heart beats, it beats for you.
I wanna forget you, so i'll make the beating stop.

I forget to dream in color
I am better off alone
Honest hearts are undercover
We are shadows on our own
Lose ourselves in open waters
Always swimming back to shore
My addictions have no bounderies
Now I'm crying out for more
~TrApT~

You know how to play that game
even though you're the only one who plays
so attached to the feelings that you fake
your weakness is your only strength

"Go ahead"
"do it once more"
"Grab the knife,"
"and shut the door."

From my poem "vocie in my head"