I'lll always be the one looking in

Here I will be crucified. In a world I was never meant for. A world who knows no truth.

For years, this is all I've known. It's held my heart and been my home. Now I'm scared to lose myself...scared of letting go. But when you take the sick away...who am I supposed to be?

I miss the sound of you

Honestly, is it so wrong of me to not want to exists here anymore? My heartbreaks everyday seeing the oblivious evil in it. No matter what i do...there will be no difference here.

They tell me I should stop listening to the voices in my head. But what if one of thone voices is the reason I'm still here? What if that voice holds the knife back?

I want the shadows to entangle me and kiss me with the passion of death.

Being by myself isn't safe. I'm not worried about someone else breaking in because I am the intruder and the killer.

It's been awhile since I've heard from you. And now i'm craving you.

Why do I continue the path that leads to destruction?