I was born to be alone

Do you ever miss what you’ve really never had?

I don't know who I am anymore.

You ever crave for home? A place you literally have to die for?

I think i'm a magnet for all the problems in the world.

They tell you how much you’ll love your baby when they’re born. But they don’t tell you how much you’ll hate what they did to your body...and how you’ll never be the same. Vanity or not; that’s something I wasn’t ready for.

...and just like that the demons had caught up to her

When you cannot change though you've tried. That is the biggest disappointment.

I don’t know what’s killing me faster; this undiagnosed sickness or the longing to know what it is.