What was i supposed to do?
I couldn't handle the stress,
i couldn't deal with the pain,
So i found a way to let it all out...

Behind the smile, behind the lies, is a worn out girl, who's life has been lived around unfulfilled promises.

And I can't help feeling scared that one day this all might vanish right before my eyes, and i'll be left helpless, as i know there will be nothing i can do or say to stop it.

Do you ever feel scared that things won't work out how you planned, that you don't want to be disappointed or hurt, so you feel like you don't even want to try; i feel like that sometimes.

I promise you now, that you will never be hurt again; i would rather hurt myself 100 times, than see you hurt.

Boyfriend: "You are never going to be alone ever again..."

Me: (few months later) "I don't feel alone anymore"

Reduced back to my old ways as yet again I'm thrown to the dirt...

No one knows the truth behind the scars that decorate my skin...

I never truly knew what it was like to feel alone, but I'm feeling it every day now you're gone...

I don't understand loves intentions, all it does is make you hold on to feelings you know you should, but more importantly you need to let go of...