I wish you were there
just like i wish that you really care...

I know your gone i just want you to know
a few things i would have done...

Help, help, help, is all i asked for
but i guess you didn't hear...

As tears fall
i wish i could recall...

My life is a big hustle why can't you see that...
i guess it was all the love i lacked...

This sweet pain
this numbing bliss...

Dear reader there once was a girl
who loved a boy, he was her whole world...

Dear reader what do you say
to a girl that every day is a dark stormy day...

I've never been in such a dark despair the i could...
the reaping i have done came back around just as...

I once dreamed a wasn't cold
it was like every fairy tell story was told...

I'm perfectly imperfect and thats how I'm going to...
I find how much we've grown apart each and...

Lost in this place of sadness
consumed by complete madness...