I't only hurts when I'm breathing
my heart only breaks when it's beating
my dreams only die when i'm dreaming..

I wrap all my feelings togeather and tie them up with a smile..

Sometimes surviving is all the living I can do..

Why do I feel so GUILTY?!

My heart is broken.. usually when I say that someone tells me, It's better to have loved and lost, then never loved. But that's just the problem, I have never loved.

Why have dreams? they'r only going to get crushed.

If you love you will get hurt,
if you hope you will be dissepointed
If you try you will fail..
thats why i stopped loving, hoping and trying.
now i have nothing left :/

It hurts so much,, why cant I cry :/

I'm never going to be good enough, am I ?

The only person you can trust is you self, but i'm not telling my self the truth. it's to hard.