I try to talk
I give up...

I haven't slept for three days
my eyes are black...

Cut my wrists
and hope to die...

There is a blank canvas
white in my mind...

I imagine your arms around me tight
in my imagination you're with me every night...

All that i want.
no that you really care...

They say she's gifted
And ignore black tears that fall...

You say it's worse where you're at
But nothings scarier then what's behind the mask...

I love your smile
it helps me read your thoughts...

Why can't you see those around you
why can't you see that people adore you...

I hear your breathing
it puts me at peace...

Why am i here
giving a cold stare...