Thats a lie,
you think i can't tell...
If sorrow is sunless
then I'm after midnight...
Nothing left but a memory
she doesn't know this is the 21st century...
Maybe in time the petals will fall a little slower
Just enough time for me to reach out...
What ifs and maybes
to paint the sky green...
You look at me like I don't belong
Do you really want me gone...
When you saw me your jaw dropped.
I glanced over and frowned...
Cedar scented memories
under lock and key...
His palm became my dictionary
emended by pastel lines...
Angry red lay across angry white,
As the only way I'll sleep tonight...
No matter how many times you do this,,
Im not going to break. Thats not something you can...
Now feels like never
and close seems so far away...
Would you take my hand?
And run away with me...
I close my eyes and inside I'm blinded
I feel the end coming closer...
I always needed you.
I always put my faith in you...
Trash.
Dependable...
There is no cure for pain
No ease for sadness...
What is inside of a tear
That nothing else can hold...
The crescent moon,
tattooed to the black night sky...
I dare you to let me in.
I dare you to believe...
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with...
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to...
My heart beats slowly;
lusting for the relief...
I want it so bad
I want it so bad last night all I did was cry...
Falling Up
The world lurches, throwing me off balance...
Your words
cut...
Tears fall to the floor,
and shatter...
My smile has been fake
But my tears have been real...
Oh, sickness creeping in my head;
build up this fire, and build it high...
Thanks for everything,
For creating my double life...
AS THE BLACKNESS COMES,
I SHUT MY EYES IN SORROW...
I've got a headache of the simplest kind,
words blocked behind a wall...
S0metimes when all y0u want is that 0ne pers0n t0...
Suicidal princess has such a morbid death wish,
it is to slice that lovely vein within her wrist...
That girl has lost her way,
Previous perfection; imprisoned princess...
So stick me in a gun
Call me a bullet...
This ride will never end..
So I start to look back when...
Calling out
with a voice that cannot be heard...
How many restless nights must pass
how many miles must I ride...
Use me
abuse me...
Please don't be sHock
if one day...
Im sorry i cant be perfect
Im sorry im mostly sad...
A little girl with sparkling eyes,
framed by eyelashes dear...
I broke my dream today,
I donâ??t know what I have to say...
Cut me open and tell me what you see
Make sure you look close at me...
Make a note inside you book
Of every word I say...
She paints a perfect picture
She tells a flawless lie...
I'm lost in this world
this world full of hate...
I'M SORRY
FOR ALL THE...
You're so "secure"
with your life...
Tired of whats going on
I keep on hearing the same old song...
I'm lost
But know where...
Help me mommy for I am here
your child unborn but I can hear...
Time has run out for me everything distant and I...
Is anyone there?
No? Oh well...
As she stands there in the mirror
Just her thoughts seem to reflect...
She just a ghost in a mirror
a reflection...
I am breathing underwater,
the cold water spreading through my body like ice...
Lingering thunder roaring above my house...
Rain smashing hard against my window...
{Someone To Love Me}
I Just want someone to love me...
Teardrops on a summer breeze.
Trees that have no leaves...
Its eating me up
killing...
One gun one bullet-That's all I need.
Let's run away tonight, and end this misery...
The razor blade calls ever so sweetly
Tells you it can ease the pain you feel so deeply...
Being emotional is not what you think,
No it is not enjoying pain...
My wrists are sighing
and i am crying...
You can see my bones through my skin!
Do you love me now...
Like a fallen leaf is shaken in the wind beam
She see her self ending , shattered all over the...
Deceitful mirror
Why do you show me these lies...
On the outside she' s whole,
you could never see...
Flickering flame
Naked in its beauty...
I feel like I've lost my best friend.
We used to do everything together...
The blade cuts good
it helps set the mood...
Chaotic flow of liquid streaming
Down fleshed hills of rose; Never-ending...
Go ahead and judge me
But think before you do...
I don't know why
I cry...
If i fell to my knees
if i told you i loved you...
"I'm so proud of you"
lies...
Screams from
every direction...
Why?
why me...
Why did I let you see me cry?
It's a sign of weakness in my eyes...
Rain begins to fall
softly whispering words of healing...
Has someone ever told you
everything...
Divorce written in blood dripping fom the walls
Two souls being ripped apart...
That night we had a fight,
what started out good turned bad...
Your words floated onto paper with such elegant...
As I struggled with my thoughts, subdued by a...
--I always thought when it was raining god cried.
Surprisingly, that sayin stuck but yet never...
The blood from my wrist
I know that they see...
IS IT MY FAULT THAT I AM THE WAY I AM
OR IS IT LIFE'S FAULT FOR BRINGING ME INTO THIS...
She jumped in head first for the last time
Gave no one the chance to save her life...
I sit in my room,
And feel so lonely...
I'm a cutter
A slicer...
I don't know what to do
I don't know who to trust...
When I was a little girl
I was afraid of the boogyman...
It seems so insane,
Feigning the mundane...
~This Isn't True...~
My skin is sore...
I had a rose,
my rose was...
What is perfect?
something I'm not...
50 feet Intel the ground
ill bow my head soon to jump down...
Use that blade
Dig it deep...
This room
I'm not supposed to enter...
Look in her eyes
You'll see all she's holding...
Tears are welled up inside me,
Trying to keep them from falling...
No one remembers my name
No one cares weather or not i go insane...
The blood is still calling,
a sweet song that lifts my soul...
*guys , i hope you like it....and enjoy reading...
My eyes are shut for now it seems the only way...
I never miss the rain
Until I think of that time with you...
Close eyes and dream away;
Twilight offers an oceanic cry...
I stop and stare
I look into a mirror reflecting me...
Silver moon in the dark sky Making the fresh snow...
The Fresh snow has those prints of two wolves...
Tempting music
floats on the air...
You take my hand,
I take the chance...
Who am I,
I'm the girl who smiles...
Running away, the pounding on the ground,
leaves crunching beneath my feet...
If i closed my ears
how loud would you scream...
Im going down
Cant stop myself...
Once the girl saw her reflection All she could see...
*By:Jennifer L. Hamel...
He cried out for help, no one was there,
nobody listened, they didn't care...
There is a lot of violence,
As i sit and suffer in silence...
I live my days
With heart aching pain...
A girl and a guy are lying together when the girl...
She moves off his chest and he starts having...
Give, give, and give some more
thats all you ever asked from me...
It's okay to love someone even if they don't love...
As i walk through these empty streets
all i can think about is you...
I lay on the bed,
With the gun by my side...
I smile these fake smiles
each and every day...
We were eight,
At the time we came...
Our eyes meet and a smile is emurging
Your smile amazes and my heart starts surging...
Little girl
with bright blue eyes...
I have a messed up family,
that doesnt really care...
Age of six
He loved her so...
Why do i cry
why do i weep...
A nameless girl
keeps it all inside...