I think she's stopped caring if I live or die
I think she's just sick of it

Or maybe I've just stoped caring if I live or die

Will she believe me
Or not
I guess I didn't tell her until now
Because I didn't want to accept the reality

Sometimes Iwish she would hit me,
There by killing me and soul,
Putting her words into action

Her best friend is in town
And It's like she's a different person!
Or is that who she really is,
And she's fake around me?
Either way I feel like I can't tell her that I am so close to falling of the edge,
Not when she's a this other person.....

I'm not sure who she is anymore.
She was my best friend,
But around her She seems so different.
Who is she really???

One of these days I will escape,
Either my running away
Or by sucide I don't really care anymore

I wrote a sucide note
Now the only question is whether or note I can commit the act that would finally set me free from the nightmare that has become my life......

My best friends other best friend is in town, and she's acting different
Before her friend came she knew I was sad, And she said she couldn't live without me
But now that I see a different side of her
I'm not sure what to live for....

Eventually people will stop caring
And be like "oh she's just deppressed again"

Eventually I will give up
And say to myself "why am I alive"

She looks in the mirror
And sees nothing beautiful
All she sees is the shadow of a girl who died along time ago