And round of applause everyone. The dramas back. Along with all the bullshit you sling

Can she once just not fight, or scream?
For once dont cause my heart to race?
For once not cause my body to jump even though I expect the harsh yelled words?
For once?

My eyes are sore from crying
my wrist is sore from cutting
myself is sore from living

She finnaly stopped asking me why I was sad or deppressed or whatever

I think she finnaly stopped caring

Off to bed, off to dreams where the nightmares of life are chased away by soft sweet lullabies.....

I held onto the happiness for as long as i could, and then it decided to slip away from me as i walked through the door......into my house

Can I kill myself?
Please, break off our friendship
So the all my pain can be forgoten
By a Bullet
Or
A razor
Or
A Bottle

Sweet relief found in the sharpness of a razor
sweet relief found in the ozzing blood

Maybe I should go further away
Maybe if I sit really still my soul will leave my body
And fly away to be with the stars I could never quite reach

It was not fxcking funny
You're just in fxcking senseitive