How are you supposed to explain to your friends that you feel completly uncared for, and unneeded

When you feel that they dont care or need you at all

I'm not sure what to live for anymore.

People say sucide is giving up
I know that
I'm ready to give up
The fights are killing me mentaly
Why not die phycicaly
I am ready for death to come and greet me

She talks about how her friend always is sad, and thinks no one loves her
She gets kinda sick of it
So I guess I feel like if I told her of my will to die, she might get sick of it
So I guess thats why I've started hiding my feelings

Why share your feelings
If no one understands them anyway?

I am sick and tired of trying to explain how I feel, when they don't get it in the first place

I remember last year how I cried myself to sleep so many nights

The nights were so different, but somehow so similar

Why am I back in this place

And its times like these
when I wonder how someone like me makes it through.........
If there is anyone like me

Why is it everytime we feel emtional pain
We have a need to feel physical pain

How are you supposed to explain to your friends that you've lost your will to live?