My best friends other best friend is in town, and she's acting different
Before her friend came she knew I was sad, And she said she couldn't live without me
But now that I see a different side of her
I'm not sure what to live for....

Eventually people will stop caring
And be like "oh she's just deppressed again"

Eventually I will give up
And say to myself "why am I alive"

She looks in the mirror
And sees nothing beautiful
All she sees is the shadow of a girl who died along time ago

Will she believe me
Or not
I guess I didn't tell her until now
Because I didn't want to accept the reality

I think she's stopped caring if I live or die
I think she's just sick of it

Or maybe I've just stoped caring if I live or die

Her name comes from your lips
While my heart slowly breaks into peices

Lets escape from here
lets runaway from life
lets escape from here
lets dream away the strife

I just want to escape
Escape from the place
Runaway to my secret place
Where my razorblade is hidden

I stand there with the scars on my arms
While your too busy throwing words that cut through the heart to notice when they are staring you in the face

It KILLS to be the screw up child
So why not KILL myself