Its hard to believe that it ended so soon and that I can have all of you… but now I need to get her out of *my* head.

Heart left broken for me to heal it.
I never knew it would work,
That I could love…
Until you <3

Love is not logical but governed by your heart.
My mind tells me to never lose you
But it was not part of my plan to fall for you

How come everything can seem so perfect but in the big picture it is so confusing?

i just hope that you care as much as you say...

When i am with you i am happy...
but when i talk to her i realize i should not be...
not with you anyway...

Why did i get myself into this again?

I ask myself how i could let myself fall for you... but then i realize that i am into too deep to get out and i do not care anymore.

Her: i did not think it would bug me so much
him: ur in love
her: is that a good thing or a bad thing
him: good
her: ...smiles... cause you love me too?
him: yes

loved,
Ebony Dawn

Now i know how feels when it hurts too much to leave and it hurts to stay. the only difference is if i stay the pleasure is worth the pain.
5/22/08

If this is the way love works, taking down all walls. Maybe I am not built that way. Maybe I am not built to love.
5/22/08
Reflecting,
Ebony Dawn

Stuck in a daze don't know what to do, cause I couldn't possibly love you, for my heart calls one name, for him I desire and that is the truth the reason I could never love you.
7/10/2006

I Am Sorry,
Ebony Dawn