Its hard to believe that it ended so soon and that I can have all of you… but now I need to get her out of *my* head.

I know that you are mine now but I still feel a part of you that hurts, all I want to do is make it better.

Usually I can never have what I want…
It feels so weird actually having you.
It is almost like a dream,
I can not believe it is true

A heart can go through so much and still work…
Is it a miracle that it still beats?
Or that I can barely feel it…
And yet still let you in and care as much as I do.

Life is a strange thing…
I get used to something then they change
And I do not adapt well.
Somehow I have survived this long

I can not see any other future that does not include him. he says forever and i am not afraid because forever sounds so good with him! <3 <3 <3 <3

<3<3<3<3 His voice is my favorite song, it chases away all my fears and fills my heart with love. <3<3<3<3

For your whole life it is ups and downs, regrets and things you look back thinking you were so stupid, then you find that one thing that makes everything worth it. <3 I found mine! =)

I am not scared to die. As long as I have lived a life without regrets and I can look back saying I made something of life, I will die happy.

Lifes the TEST and death is a final resting that you should not fear.