I know I may never see you again
I have to deal with that pain...

As I stare down at my flesh
I notice that these cuts are very fresh...

During my nap today, I saw you again
I was happy to see you walk up to me...

I've finished cutting, its over
I have no room, my body is covered...

Sitting alone on the bathroom floor
I'm holding the blade...

I think I made up mind
It's time...

I just want to hold you in my arms
And through the cold winter keep you warm...

Tears will not stop rolling down my cheek
My body is much too weak...

I know I deserve better
But I just can't seem to get it together...

I'm sick of people trying to control me
All I want is to be free...