Go on, cry those red tears
And pretend that you have no fears...

What happened? The friends we were?
that life is now nothing but a blur...

*This was the first poem I ever wrote in 2005...
You were my companion, my pride and my joy...

I'll put my trust back in your hands
Hoping that my heart withstands...

Today you almost seen me cry
If you had how would you reply...

I said I would always be here
I will cling to my word and hold it dear...

Insecurity....
Yes, that's the real me...

I reach highest high
just before I reach my lowest low...

Here I am lying in the dark,
praying that I won't make a little red mark...

Soaked and stained
For a while it eases the pain...

If I didn't know you,
and didn't know what all we've been through...

Now the skies always seem gray
I don't know what to say...