I'm so scared of being rejected by other people that I just rejected myself before anyone else can.

Seeing him always makes me happy. To see his smile, the light in his eyes... I always wonder if he thinks about the "good old times" as much as I do.

Now all we do when we see each other is smile and wave... never say a word, but yet it's for that one split second that I grasp to make my day perfect.

I would do anything to just talk to him... other then actually walking up to him to start a conversation...

I would have moved a thousand miles away just for him to still be alive!!!

I'm DYING!!! Not outside, but inside!!! I was free, but now I've been captured again!!! Look at me!!!! Look in my eyes!!! I'm gone!!!!!!!!!

I guess I was meant to be a loner.

It sucks to cry alone...but sometimes that's the only way, soon I will know exactly what it's like to be alone.....great.

Sometimes I wish it would hurt just so I know I'm still alive!!!!

Nothing is harder then when you feel like your friend doesn't want to be around you.... and you never ask because you fear what the answer may be.