Whenever any of my friends leave I don't want them to go because I feel I might not see them again. I don't know maybe it's normal to feel this way after someone close to you dies.

You become an expert on your own body as you slowly destroy it

I would never wish this feeling on anyone.... even my enemies! No one should hate themselves as much as I do!!!!!!

Words never can be erased...believe me I know! Words are the deepest cuts I have...

What is the point of life? Is it to have friends just to watch them die? Is it to love and
watch it get crushed? Is it to do something and then become a faded memory???

Where can I run to get away from myself??? Where can I go where it feels like something is actually real again???

Would you look in my eyes and see what has become of me? And when you do, tell me, because I don't know......

The best feeling in the world is when someone asks if you're OK and you can say yes and mean it! Too bad that doesn't happen too much.

I'm smiling on the outside, but I'm still crying on the inside.

It's like two people living in the same body that absolutly HATE each other...and thats never going to change! I truly do hate myself!