It's not so much that you're wanting to die, but rather you're ready to die...nothing else seems to matter...you're just a shadow in your own body.

Nothing is harder then when you feel like your friend doesn't want to be around you.... and you never ask because you fear what the answer may be.

It hurts so bad when you're expecting you're best friend to call or text......and then you realize when you go to bed that they aren't going to call you, but yet you still wait by the phone everyday.

.........I'm just trying to figure out what's reality and what's not.........

It's depressing when you're in a bar full of people, but yet you're the only one sitting at the table by yourself.

You know you're going crazy when you find yourself parked in some far country road by yourself and you just yell at yourself........

I don't want my words to hurt you like they have hurt me......

I got what I wished for.....and I lost EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!

Nothing is better then a TRUSTED friend.........but nothing hurts WORST then losing one...........

Have you ever felt like you had to draw a heart on your chest just so you "KNOW" that you have a heart???