Sometimes I wish it would hurt just so I know I'm still alive!!!!

It sucks to cry alone...but sometimes that's the only way, soon I will know exactly what it's like to be alone.....great.

I guess I was meant to be a loner.

I guess nothing lasts forever. I feel so broken, but there's nothing I can do!!!! And I feel so numb that I don't know what's real anymore!!!!

If I could have one wish that could come true, I would wish my best friends will get all they ever wished for, would be seen as the great people they are...even if that means they can't be my friend anymore....

Even a beautiful rose has to have some days of rain to reach it's full beauty!

I'm so scared of being rejected by other people that I just rejected myself before anyone else can.

Seeing him always makes me happy. To see his smile, the light in his eyes... I always wonder if he thinks about the "good old times" as much as I do.

Now all we do when we see each other is smile and wave... never say a word, but yet it's for that one split second that I grasp to make my day perfect.

I would do anything to just talk to him... other then actually walking up to him to start a conversation...