I would never kill myself...physical pain is how I cope to cover the emotional pain...if I'm a ghost emotional pain will be all that I'm left with.

I could have the last word in this friendship...leaving you to think. but i'm not mad at you...and I don't want to hurt you, don't worry about me I'm too numb to feel the pain anymore.

I'm not getting better...i'm just getting use to the pain.

I said I would jump in front of a bullet to save you...but what happens when I end up being the bullet to you?

I don't know anything exept for what I know

When I'm numb I want to feel...but when I feel I want to be numb...... :|

I'm starting to think that depression and cutting is like a virus that never truly gets cured. It can be treated, but it never leaves you...

You should see and feel the world as though you were born yesterday, but you should also be kind and giving as though you're going to die tomorrow.

All of us have our own scars from regrets....it's just that mine are more visible....

Cutting is not a cure for depression...it's only a treatment that constantly increases in dosage