While the other children play,
This is where I must stay...
I tried to see through,
Look deep into those eyes...
My wounds are twisted and opened before your eyes.
Torturing my soul and heart like these lies...
The tears will flow, The pain will always ache.
You used to be so close to me...
I'm on edge, life on the brink.
This feeling I feel I must rethink...
My mind, it plays tricks.
A bit of light, a shadow...
Here I am, losing control.
Its draining the love from my soul...
Running from the shadowed plains.
I hear voices, I hear them well...
I weep,
Days of pain, mouthfuls of blood...
You hide your face from me
And all this blood seeps...
I see you happy, glistering with such a smile.
I feel your warmth, if only for a while...
Got to get it out, gotta let it burst.
It starts in my gut and moves to my chest...