I hear screaming but my mind is elsewhere,
This is like a nightmare...
There are times,
When the mind can spill over...
Another look in the mirror.
Trying not to look into my own eyes...
Your beauty is beyond anything.
those eyes are glistering before me...
Its driving me away
like a car with no doors...
Stick a needle into me
its supposed to keep me alive...
I want to feel touch.
Is that just too much...
At the cold dead of night.
I know my head isn't screwed right...
Let me take you to another place.
Hold my hand. Its safe that way. Don't worry they...
I feel so sick, so ill....
So rotted inside...
I'm sick of this , everything going on.
I want it to end, I want it to pass...
I stare at the edges of this monster.
His teeth are shining oh so bright...