Im the type of girl who tries her hardest not
to like you, but in the end falls for you and its even harder to get you off my mind.

I'm always just the "friend"
The person you go to for advice
The person who would have your back whenever you need it
The person that you could tell anything to
&& person who can never be
more than a "friend"

I just wanted to say. I tried really hard to make it work. I struggled and hurt myself in the process. All because I wanted you. But I came to find out. I can't make us have a relationship. It takes both of us wanting it. Not just me

If I had to chose between breathing and loving you, id use my last breath to tell you I love you

Yes i love you more than words describe. But im not waiting for you. Not because I don't love you. It's simply because my heart can't take anymore

Its hard to wait around for something that will never happen
But its even harder when you no its all you ever wanted

Whats it like loving you?
Its like taking me to the highest mountain, showing me the whole world
And saying this is everything you cant have

Everyday I fight back the urge
To text or call you
Telling myself if you wanted to talk to me
You would

Im jealous of every one whoes eva huged you
Coz for that few seconds they held my whole world

You will never understand how much I love you
I will never understand why