My dearest Big Boy
I am really sorry I didn't get to say goodbye...

So close, right next to you.
So far on the other way...

There was a time,
when I could not imagine my life...

Walking trough the lonely nights,
Trying to find lights that are shining bright...

I still feel your touch on my skin
still feel your kiss on my lips...

Dirty apartment made of four walls,
and a cat that comes inside when the rain falls...

I taught I found the light in the darkness
I thought I found the man I would spend my life...

I am dreaming your smile
For a longer while...

All the things I used to live for,
now are dead...

Is she the queen of your heart?
The one that won't ever thorn you apart...

Well, I am walking alone in the middle of the...
In the middle of nowhere...

Nothing happens in my life
No men, no money, no love...