Even if I pretend I'm not hurt-I am
Even if I'm smilin-in the inside I'm cryin'
Even if I make you think that your words are not hurting me
You will never know that with your actions are killin' me.

And I never tohught that I would love you
I never thought you wouldn't love me
You still see me as your best's friend baby-sister
But, I'm not a baby, I am the one who loves you most.

Why don't you stop acting like an idiot for just one second and let me show you my love and make you feel that way too?

I laugh-when I need to cry,
I say"It's okay"-when I'm dying inside,
and I don't say a damn thing
when I want to say that I love him
because I know he won't understand it.

Why don't you come over tonight
and bring everything you've got.
this night something nice is gonna happen
come over and we'll be drunk of vine and songs
I can't even thing of being without you.

It is ordinary for the people to make mistakes in their life, because we all know that the feeling you get when you make a mistake is divine.

There are times I want to forget all that I have been trough and all the mistakes I've done.
Now is that moment...

I'm happy when I see that the guys that once loved me and I've hurt them are happy with another girl...even tough it reminds me of what kind of lovin' I've lost with them.

I'm trying not to love you
I'm trying not to care
I'm trying not to live my life
wishing you were there
I'm trying not to wonder
where you are
or what you do
I'm sorry I can't help myself
I fell in love with you

It has been a year and a half
since we haven't spoken to eachother.
I wonder, has the time come
for us to try again to be together?