I love you because,
Of your sweet voice...
I have this special friend,
He isn't like the other few...
We never really went out,
As official boyfriend/girlfriend...
You had cut once before,
And I thought it was the end...
You were all I ever wanted,
The only guy for me...
She's my best friend in the world.
The two of us have way too many laughs...
Laughs at all my stupid jokes.
Yells when I call her pretty...
They were two different people,
Who came from different places...
I hold this knife to my wrist,
Shaking slightly towards my skin...
The sweet smile you have,
That once brought me happiness...
I know you see me stare at you,
Out of the corner of my eye...
All those months,
That I sat there...