I still remember that first night,
When we talked for so long...
When you had hurt me,
You tried to make me see...
Laughs at all my stupid jokes.
Yells when I call her pretty...
It's gone.
I've lost it...
This is so hard for me,
Just to sit here and write...
It's so odd to me,
How he was always there...
What can I possibly say,
About my best friend...
When I felt so small,
You were there...
How dare you take,
My best friend's heart...
A year ago this day,
All I wanted to do was die...
I hold this knife to my wrist,
Shaking slightly towards my skin...
I love you with all my heart,
I hate it so much when we're apart...