You see that girl Yeah her. she seems so invincible right? she has secrets & Trusts no one. Shes the perfect example of betrayal. Everyone she trusted,broke her |
I'm far from who i started to be, where I'm going I can't even see. Broken pieces I've lost along the way, chased away those I've hurt, but some still stay. |
I need to find myself. Find what I want and what I'm like. Somewhere in the mix I lost myself. A mess is what I am, but a mess is not who I am. I just need out. |
She looks up in the sky while the rain poors down on her and she whispers..i cant do this anymore... |
I'm scared to be in love again because i know what it is like to be broken nd I don't want to go back.All i want is one guy to prove that they're not the same. |
You said that you'd kill whoever tried to hurt me... but you did hurt me and now I'm wondering why aren't you committing suicide ? |
I noticed that my friends status said, "Stood on the edge of a cliff. About to jump". So I 'poked' her. |
You want an honest answer, OK then. I'm not OK, i haven't been for a long time. As a matter of fact I want nothing more than, even on good days, to end my life. |
Don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what i have, and cried as many tears as me. Until then back-off, cause you have no idea. |
When your all alone and the tears are creeping in and the depression takes over, there's nothing you can do to stop it, all you can do is try to survive. |