Her Ipod is the only thing that lets her escape from a world of lies and hatred.
It lets her escape the world that she no longer wants to live anymore. Each day keeps getting harder.

Why is love always so hard?
Why is love to hard to let go of?
These questions, will never be answered.

It's so hard to hang on to something,
When you feel so intimate connection.

I feel distant from you.
As this long fight continues,
I become more distant from you.
I'm no longer able to talk to you.

I want to be good enough. But, what exactly is 'good enough' and what are you looking for? I guess, I never really knew exactly what that is. I want to know.

I have a hard time letting go.
It's one of my weaknesses.
I struggle to find my strengths.

Love is one of the most confusing things in life.
It's hard to deal with, and sometimes it ends in a heartbreak.

I have yet to find what I'm looking for.
You may be that one special someone,
But, for now. I don't see if you are.
You have to show me you are for me to believe.

I need to let everything out. Put everything out there. Just release every feeling I've ever felt for you. I need to give it my all, I'm willing and anxious to figure out the outcome of all this confusion I've encountered in the past.

There's something that keeps me going,
Something that keeps me hanging on.
That thing, I do not know right now.
I'm waiting to find what that thing exactly is.