One of the hardest things I deal with is moving on.
Moving on is always one of my biggest challenges,
Once I hang on so long to something, It's so difficult to let go.
I feel like If I let go, I'm losing something special.

There's something that keeps me going,
Something that keeps me hanging on.
That thing, I do not know right now.
I'm waiting to find what that thing exactly is.

I need to let everything out. Put everything out there. Just release every feeling I've ever felt for you. I need to give it my all, I'm willing and anxious to figure out the outcome of all this confusion I've encountered in the past.

I have yet to find what I'm looking for.
You may be that one special someone,
But, for now. I don't see if you are.
You have to show me you are for me to believe.

Love is one of the most confusing things in life.
It's hard to deal with, and sometimes it ends in a heartbreak.

I have a hard time letting go.
It's one of my weaknesses.
I struggle to find my strengths.

I want to be good enough. But, what exactly is 'good enough' and what are you looking for? I guess, I never really knew exactly what that is. I want to know.

I feel distant from you.
As this long fight continues,
I become more distant from you.
I'm no longer able to talk to you.

It's so hard to hang on to something,
When you feel so intimate connection.

Why is love always so hard?
Why is love to hard to let go of?
These questions, will never be answered.