I sit here
rocking back and forth...
I lay in my bed,
hot tears...
I wear my heart on my sleeve,
you can see it bleeding and broken...
I love my girlfriend,
and she loves me...
I loved this guy named C.J.
from forth to eight grade...
As I lay there
not living...
I've put my heart out there
again and again...
My sweet angel,
surly a gift sent from heaven...
I use to be numb,
but now I would give everything to be numb again...
I look around to see...
I'm losing my friends,
one by one...
My sweet angel,
where are you now...