I'm so confused,
I have a girlfriend that I'm in love with...

I look around to see...

She is a really good friend,
and up 'till now I would say...

I'm depressed
and they can't even tell...

I use to be numb,
but now I would give everything to be numb again...

As I lay across my blood-stained-bed,
with cuts on my wrists, ankles, and my neck...

I don't care what anyone says,
I love you, and will love you forever...

I don't just love her,
I think I'm in love with her...

As I lay here in my bed,
looking out the window...

As I lay there
not living...

I love my girlfriend,
and she loves me...

As I sit in my dark little corner,
crying my eyes out...